A Hopeful Fairy Tale....

It won't be an overstated truth to say that the past few days have been quite, both overwhelming emotionally and soulfully delightful. A simple look from you stir's such a vibrant ocean of feelings that have been quite rare to me in recent times. Oh, those big eyes of yours makes my heart beat so fast like it has to pump that much to keep me sane with the way I remain breathless. Every time you smile, you light up my evening like a million stars couldn't even if they tried. Every word you utter, leaves me struggling myself out of the sheer compassion it brings to my light of day or night. You actually are the light now. I'm scared, I'm scared of losing you in this oh so judgemental time we strive to survive in. The past has taught us way too much we, for some reason, which we didn't have to learn. It's you I was looking for, my soul gave me a hiccup as soon as I saw you for the first time. I believe faith brought us together for a higher purpose of maintaining the value of Love which has been long lost along the lines of civilisation. I promise you not much but just this, that till you don't give up on us I will make it my life's purpose to make you smile everyday till time will spare me. It's you I need to see first, even before the first ray of sunshine hits my window, because you are the light that keeps me going baby. It's you I need to see last even after my dream is over, because you are my dream baby. It's you all around and as overwhelming as these words are, I am too. I don't know how so fast my life took a turn and swirled, and swirled with dripping madness, just to be by your side and see you by mine, holding my hand smiling at me with the very kind compassion only you posses in your eyes, I so love every bit of. It's refreshing how honest you are, with nothing to prove or  potray just like those innocent drops of dew on the very first winter morning. This is my reality, and I'm glad its you and I, we found. It's very hard to describe these unworldly feelings of infatuation or puppy love some may say (let them). It does not seem to matter anymore, nothing seems to be right or wrong when you're around. It's like the soul companies are conspiring to make me fall for you over and over again everyday. Don't be overwhelmed, I beg of you, stay calm and look into my eyes, take a walk by the beach with me on a moonlit night, where shadows of vanilla twilight will form a path across the seas, so magnificent, so pure, so lively. Just like you my dear. I believe in fairy tales, and ours has just begun. All I hope for my love, is the Happy Ending with me and you in each other's arms facing the cruel reality of ageing fiercely with love and nothing but love.....

With Love.....

My Dearest Love,

I write this in the hope, that this note shall find you in it's due course. Here today I shall say things I've wanted to, for quite sometime now. The way I feel for you. The way my emotions breathe just by a visual of your image. It's astonishing how one heart can perform so many different reactions at one time, when I see as much as a text from you or even a reply to mine. I at that very moment want to hold you so tight to make the oceans stir into a hurricane. To make the Earth shake with how I'll make you feel. I want to take singing lessons so I can as much as attempt to serenade the sound of your eyes. Everytime we part ways, I want to embrace every inch of you as if it'll be the last time I ever will. I want to see you smile everytime I close my eyes or open them, but at the same time I also feel that I hardly deserve to witness something so beautiful in my life. Everytime I look at you, It's clearer to me that you are the only thing in my life that has ever made such or any sense. These are just words compared to what the reality is. I know I may have overwhelmed you a bit but trust me when I say this, I LOVE YOU.....

I wonder sometimes, if there will be a morning when you'll wake up missing me. That some incident in your life, would have finally taught you the value of my worth for you. And you will feel a surge of longing, when you remember how I was good to you. When this day comes my love, I hope you will look for me. I hope you will look for me with kind conviction of your kind I had always hoped for, but never had from you. Because I want to be found. And I sincerely hope it will be you..... Who finds me.....

These words may be borrowed but the feeling is mine and mine only... For you and you only....


With Love....

Just Like My Dream....

A bar full of people, Guns and Roses bringing home the Paradise City back to life, it feels like a surreal dream to be alone in such a place. It's almost funny how they look at you hopping from one buddy Jack to another. So many pretty ladies and I won't lie, some beautiful as well. This place makes me wonder where did I lose myself in the whole process of growing up. There was a time, when not a single fuck was given. But today being alone here feels like my childhood is calling me. It's a sign from above, telling all of us to stop pretending and be or do what we want. Not perform actions based on perceptions of the "LEVEL HEADED". This has been one hell of an experience. These 3 hours by myself is I guess what I was missing. Something like a loss in translation. And it's Summer Of 69' just kicking me back yet again on this oh so cold bar stool. Aah! Now this is a sight! Everybody dancing to Jailhouse Rock and Love Me Do. Hahaha this turning out to be one special journey. So many faces, so many thoughts. It's almost as if every expression on every face is my very best friend tonight and is making wild conversations with me. Splendid and confused is what I feel right now. OH MY GOD! The very girl of my dreams is here... And my my, is she the one or what. Man this night has taken a turn I never expected. I tried sending her an appreciative note, but the stupid bartender refused.... :( :'( AAAAAnd she's funny -_-.

Whoa this infatuation at first sight thing is gonna get me killed someday. This is fucking my sobriety even more apart from Jack (11th drink :P). Damn she's one of a kind. Like a stream of lonely waters calming my soul to an extent where I forget and lose track of what or who I am. It's her all around, Just like my dream. I walk upto her and tell her, she's the most beautiful creation of god I've ever laid eyes upon. We talk for a couple of hours about my life, my past, her life , her past. And just when we were on the verge of curing my insanity, I realised it was just my dream, Just like my dream....

Someone My Own.....

I just want, someone my own,
To look at my kingdom, beside my throne...

Where I will be her king and she my queen,
Together we'll rule, my world unseen...

With a path of petals and a castle of trust,
Food of love and linens of lust...

I just want, someone my own,
To bring life to my kingdom, beside my throne....
 

Like You....

Not a word from you....
Not a sign from you....
Don't think it doesn't hurt....
When I see someone like you....