A Hopeful Fairy Tale....

It won't be an overstated truth to say that the past few days have been quite, both overwhelming emotionally and soulfully delightful. A simple look from you stir's such a vibrant ocean of feelings that have been quite rare to me in recent times. Oh, those big eyes of yours makes my heart beat so fast like it has to pump that much to keep me sane with the way I remain breathless. Every time you smile, you light up my evening like a million stars couldn't even if they tried. Every word you utter, leaves me struggling myself out of the sheer compassion it brings to my light of day or night. You actually are the light now. I'm scared, I'm scared of losing you in this oh so judgemental time we strive to survive in. The past has taught us way too much we, for some reason, which we didn't have to learn. It's you I was looking for, my soul gave me a hiccup as soon as I saw you for the first time. I believe faith brought us together for a higher purpose of maintaining the value of Love which has been long lost along the lines of civilisation. I promise you not much but just this, that till you don't give up on us I will make it my life's purpose to make you smile everyday till time will spare me. It's you I need to see first, even before the first ray of sunshine hits my window, because you are the light that keeps me going baby. It's you I need to see last even after my dream is over, because you are my dream baby. It's you all around and as overwhelming as these words are, I am too. I don't know how so fast my life took a turn and swirled, and swirled with dripping madness, just to be by your side and see you by mine, holding my hand smiling at me with the very kind compassion only you posses in your eyes, I so love every bit of. It's refreshing how honest you are, with nothing to prove or  potray just like those innocent drops of dew on the very first winter morning. This is my reality, and I'm glad its you and I, we found. It's very hard to describe these unworldly feelings of infatuation or puppy love some may say (let them). It does not seem to matter anymore, nothing seems to be right or wrong when you're around. It's like the soul companies are conspiring to make me fall for you over and over again everyday. Don't be overwhelmed, I beg of you, stay calm and look into my eyes, take a walk by the beach with me on a moonlit night, where shadows of vanilla twilight will form a path across the seas, so magnificent, so pure, so lively. Just like you my dear. I believe in fairy tales, and ours has just begun. All I hope for my love, is the Happy Ending with me and you in each other's arms facing the cruel reality of ageing fiercely with love and nothing but love.....

With Love.....

My Dearest Love,

I write this in the hope, that this note shall find you in it's due course. Here today I shall say things I've wanted to, for quite sometime now. The way I feel for you. The way my emotions breathe just by a visual of your image. It's astonishing how one heart can perform so many different reactions at one time, when I see as much as a text from you or even a reply to mine. I at that very moment want to hold you so tight to make the oceans stir into a hurricane. To make the Earth shake with how I'll make you feel. I want to take singing lessons so I can as much as attempt to serenade the sound of your eyes. Everytime we part ways, I want to embrace every inch of you as if it'll be the last time I ever will. I want to see you smile everytime I close my eyes or open them, but at the same time I also feel that I hardly deserve to witness something so beautiful in my life. Everytime I look at you, It's clearer to me that you are the only thing in my life that has ever made such or any sense. These are just words compared to what the reality is. I know I may have overwhelmed you a bit but trust me when I say this, I LOVE YOU.....

I wonder sometimes, if there will be a morning when you'll wake up missing me. That some incident in your life, would have finally taught you the value of my worth for you. And you will feel a surge of longing, when you remember how I was good to you. When this day comes my love, I hope you will look for me. I hope you will look for me with kind conviction of your kind I had always hoped for, but never had from you. Because I want to be found. And I sincerely hope it will be you..... Who finds me.....

These words may be borrowed but the feeling is mine and mine only... For you and you only....


With Love....

Just Like My Dream....

A bar full of people, Guns and Roses bringing home the Paradise City back to life, it feels like a surreal dream to be alone in such a place. It's almost funny how they look at you hopping from one buddy Jack to another. So many pretty ladies and I won't lie, some beautiful as well. This place makes me wonder where did I lose myself in the whole process of growing up. There was a time, when not a single fuck was given. But today being alone here feels like my childhood is calling me. It's a sign from above, telling all of us to stop pretending and be or do what we want. Not perform actions based on perceptions of the "LEVEL HEADED". This has been one hell of an experience. These 3 hours by myself is I guess what I was missing. Something like a loss in translation. And it's Summer Of 69' just kicking me back yet again on this oh so cold bar stool. Aah! Now this is a sight! Everybody dancing to Jailhouse Rock and Love Me Do. Hahaha this turning out to be one special journey. So many faces, so many thoughts. It's almost as if every expression on every face is my very best friend tonight and is making wild conversations with me. Splendid and confused is what I feel right now. OH MY GOD! The very girl of my dreams is here... And my my, is she the one or what. Man this night has taken a turn I never expected. I tried sending her an appreciative note, but the stupid bartender refused.... :( :'( AAAAAnd she's funny -_-.

Whoa this infatuation at first sight thing is gonna get me killed someday. This is fucking my sobriety even more apart from Jack (11th drink :P). Damn she's one of a kind. Like a stream of lonely waters calming my soul to an extent where I forget and lose track of what or who I am. It's her all around, Just like my dream. I walk upto her and tell her, she's the most beautiful creation of god I've ever laid eyes upon. We talk for a couple of hours about my life, my past, her life , her past. And just when we were on the verge of curing my insanity, I realised it was just my dream, Just like my dream....

Someone My Own.....

I just want, someone my own,
To look at my kingdom, beside my throne...

Where I will be her king and she my queen,
Together we'll rule, my world unseen...

With a path of petals and a castle of trust,
Food of love and linens of lust...

I just want, someone my own,
To bring life to my kingdom, beside my throne....
 

Like You....

Not a word from you....
Not a sign from you....
Don't think it doesn't hurt....
When I see someone like you....

The Waves The Moon and You.... Part 1

The waves move the way your hair flies when a cool winter breeze passes you by, walking by the promenade holding my arms, with melting breaths taking me to a place i never imagined i'd ever reach.  With you by my side the moon seems not so far away as the glow on your face everytime you smile lights up my world the way even a million moons couldn't even if they tried to. Your fingers fit perfectly in the gaps of mine, sharing a dream with me of togetherness till eternity as you purify my soul with your innocent touch. These words mostly flow in the night because i see you, i see you as the light i want to be with or under when times are dark and cold just like this winter night my other nights are not so different when we aren't together by each other's side looking into each other's eyes flowing away to a distant land where serenity with our hopes and dreams reside only with the faith that one day we shall be there together till time will spare. Just lie by my side and watch the magnificent sky by the shore and tell me, just tell me what you feel, say all that you've ever wanted to. Talk to me babe, i'm listening and i'll listen to you the entire night, every night. Your words and thoughts give me that direction i'm in search for providing a clear vision to my destination enchanting my journey with bliss with every kiss you have to offer.

Quietly....

Just quietly walk into my life, don’t make no sound,

Just hush your way through, the troubles I found,

And wipe my tears across, with your bare hands,

Stop these ashes of my past, from flying in of the sands,

Burn my thoughts or melt them in yours’,

But be careful of the devil in me, don’t make no sound,

 

Be that music to me , as is to a dragon to fall asleep,

Be that soul of me, I seem to forget in my mind’s heap,

And wake me up today, forever to never close them again,

To see the beauty around me, to see you over and over again,

Bury me in your arms, where your breath is all I feel,

But be careful of the devil in me, don’t make no sound,

 

Take my hand and hold it tight, but be gentle on the inside tonight,

Take my fingers in gaps of yours’, stir me right like a wine pint,

And pull me close to see through me, my eyes will show you,

What you don’t want to see, the reality of truth that is true,

My path I lost searching for you, a look is enough you don’t have to say,

But be careful of the devil in me, don’t make no sound,

 

Take me to your world with you, out of mine you now know,

Take me with you wherever you go, never leave my side to let it snow,

And let the springs’ last for a while this time, as will our time,

Reach out to me as I to you, while laying by side to our love sub-lime,

Fill my dreams with your shadows I know, march in them but quietly,

But be careful of the devil in me, don’t make no sound....

 

 

Love Blinds....

Standing by this valley, A lake I see far away,
Sparkles they breathe, and the breeze makes'em sway,
A naked beauty, virgin untouched lays right beside me,
Under this, part moon of gold, to the otherside a lady I see....

Bathing so gloriously, she takes away all the sorrows,
The gold indeed from her, every now and then the moon borows,
From her to shine, the way she does like this vanilla twilight,
Bare her back slipping drops of sparkles, to not they fight....

An angel descendent, from the treasures of heaven,
To my sight she feeds, on which even the fairies raven,
I want to walk closer, to feel her enchanting mould,
Shivers my thoughts and every reason that I hold....

Somehow the courage seeps in, to tak me to her,
I stand in the same place, but my soul reaches out further,
Follow it I must or I will lose it to her forever,
I want lose myself whole, not just my thought river....

Next to her I stand with a twinkle in the eye,
To the pure innocence in her naked body I sigh,
While she just sways and continues to bathe sparkles,
A desire I feel, to hold her bare and break all the shackles....

Come I back to reality, Silence and me just look and see,
Sitting with legs by her side, submerged in the lake's glee,
To her back I stand, her hair fell collected by her neck,
She turns as I go close and just pastes a peck....

I hold her hand and ask her who she is?
She says a girl he sent for me, I couldn't find in those lands of bliss,
For me and only me, She had come to this world,
And for her was I sent, around her my destiny swirled....

We sat besides for hours, without saying a word or else,
Our silence felt every thought, like we played with the shells,
Fitting her fingers in gaps of mine, I look in her eye and smile,
She was smiling at me and came closer, for I waited all this while....

Placing her thumb so gently on my lips, she feels,
The truth in my touch and my words she seals,
Then points to the sky, and ask to show her the moon,
Mesmerising, to her I say, but she is for me the ultimate boon....

Laying her head on my shoulder, she says,
Forever you be by my side, no matter the time or its slays,
My deepend breath answered to her, that never will I leave,
The world may end or time may bend, but her side I won't heave....

Her eyes my shelter, to her smile I shall breathe,
A promise I make till eternity, with only her will I feed,
For my life and beyond, her vision I shall be,
Blind was she till only now, but through me now she'll see....

A world she never saw before, was a curse she beared,
Undo this spell I will, and let the witches run scared,
I will show her the world and walk right beside her,
I'd be her eyes and stick, we'll live happily ever after....

The Woolgatherer....

Gathering some wool, of what it will one day be,
Reality is different, from what I can now see,
Bringing together some images, to me heart dearer,
I can be what I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

To think in vain, with no known boundaries is fun,
Open is my shed, exposing images under the sun,
Mixing a few moments with my own imaginative stirrer,
I can think what I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

Looking down the pool of love, broad in daylight,
Reflection's not exactly mine, but of a goose in flight,
So free yet calm, moving away further and further,
I can fly if I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

Storyboards of life with time stamps of wine,
Intoxicating memories and drunken pictures behind,
Remind me who I am, But I pretend they could be clearer,
I can pose if I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

Good for nothing they say, my thoughts have no use,
Then I think they won't understand, as they lack a muse,
Floating are my thoughts, may sometimes sound peculiar,
I can float where I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

Some terrains divine, I see in my mind,
Crazy some say, they are impossible to find,
Walking the hypnotic bridges, I'm an adventurous tourer,
I can go where I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

I talk to the breeze and listen to the stories of the wind,
Nature I've touched, forgive me father for I may have sinned,
As I have said and heard, above and beyond my higher,
I can hear whom I want to, I'm a woolgatherer....

Travelling along the trains of hope, seated at rest beside belief,
Welcomed aboard, being accepted by'em is such a relief,
As they are the reason I can give life to the lifeless, may on a silver platter,
I can believe and hope in whom or what I want to, now tell me I'm a woolgatherer....

Dreams....

Believe....